4-17-14

I have forgotten to write for the last few days.I look forward to writing. I have made a few mistakes in my life and have found it harder than normal to feel gratitude. It is so easy to be grateful and look at all the good when you are happy but the trick is to find it when you are sad.
1. I am grateful for my patriarchal blessing and that I can look at it and read it when I need to. I know it says
    that I have a husband who loves me more than I will ever know. I don't think I believed it. I knew for sure
    I didn't deserve it. I have it I don't know how or why but i do know that I have it. I know for sure I love
    husband and that I have done more for him than anyone else.
2. I am grateful for books that bring me closer to Heavenly Father's message. I am reading the Christmas
    Sweater.
3. I am grateful for a silly little girl who makes me smile when I feel like crying and a teenager who loves me.
    She has seen me at my worst and still loves me. I know if anything happened I could count on her to take     care of me or Paige.
4. I am grateful for Heavenly Father's loves me and that I felt the spirit today.
5. I am grateful for my husband. Without him I would be truly lost. i can't imagine my life without him.